- Steele in the Dumps 1/?
Date: Saturday, September 07, 2002
- notunagirl <even_keel@mindspring.com>
Permission to archive
Here's my first attempt so I'm closing my eyes and taking a flying
leap....
Steele in the Dumps 1/?
J. Evans
Standard Disclaimers about these characters, who aren't mine.
Thanks to Robyn for Beta reading!
It was quiet in the castle when Remington awoke. There was no
light
in the room and he didn't feel the need for one. He felt the
warmth
of Laura's body next to his in the bed and smiled. It had taken
a
long time but he had finally experienced that full connection
with
her. He was elated that their lovemaking had been so passionate.
They
had both admitted their feelings for each other and released
the
desire that had been held back for four years. Yet somehow, he
still
felt a hole inside. There was an empty space and he didn't quite
know
what belonged there. Laura moved in the bed to get closer to
his
warmth and slightly opened her eyes.
"Go back to sleep love." Remington whispered. He kissed
her forehead
and she hugged him, returning to her slumber. He wanted to get
up but
didn't want to leave Laura so he lay in the dark with his thoughts
and his feelings.
*Oh Daniel, all those years you were there and I never knew.
I'm glad
you found me. I just wish we'd had more time to talk about the
things
I didn't know." Maybe Daniel couldn't have helped him anyway.
But he
had a nagging feeling that after missing out on so much as a
child
that he was missing out all over again.
Laura yawned as she stretched and reached up to kiss him.
"Good morning. You're awake early aren't you?"
"Yes, just enjoying you next to me and thinking about Daniel."
"I'm sorry."
"Laura, there's nothing for you to be sorry about. I had
more time
with Daniel as an adult than the years I missed as a child. I
really
knew him and yet I didn't."
"I know. I `m just sorry that you won't have more time with
him. I'm
glad he found you, that you found your way to me. Somehow though,
I
feel selfish. All of that was for this moment, this time to be
with
me."
"Selfish, eh? Well, I know how you can give something of
yourself and
make that guilt go completely away." He pulled her closer
and kissed
her deeply. Their kisses turned into passionate expressions of
all
the pent up feelings from the last four years. Laura pulled away
breathless. "So last night wasn't enough for you, your lordship?"
"I'll never get enough of you, Laura." Remington whispered
as he
resumed kissing her, planting small kisses on her neck and moving
lower.
"I must admit Mr. Steele. I seem to have a voracious appetite
my
self."
Laura and Remington met Mildred for a late afternoon lunch to
discuss
their plans. Remington suggested that Mildred look over the
arrangements for meeting with Daniel's solicitor and plans for
their
return to LA. After much thought, they decided that Mildred would
return to LA while they began their real honeymoon to return
two
weeks later.
Their time at the castle was so pleasant they promised the staff
they'd return another season. Remington quietly thought to himself
that returning to the castle would only remind him of Daniel's
death
until he saw Laura walking across the grounds. Laura had changed
his
life and given him an identity that gave him a sense of security.
And
finally she had given him her love. He smiled as he realized
the
castle would always have a special place in his heart for it
was
where he and Laura had finally consummated their love.
Laura could see Remington sitting in the flower garden from a
distance. The scenery enhanced how handsome he looked. His coal
black hair was shining in the sunlight. His wool sweater fit
him
perfectly, showing off his form. He looked so serene. Laura's
heart
took a leap. She loved this man with abandon. She noticed his
mood as
she got closer. He had been quiet since breakfast. While Laura
and
Mildred reviewed arrangements for getting the agency in order,
he'd
made some excuse about needing to pick up something from the
village
chemist. She knew he hated taking pills. Perhaps his time alone
could
use an interruption.
"Penny for your thoughts?" Laura asked Remington as
she walked up to
him.
"Hmmm? Just thinking about Daniel. C'mere, what flights
of fancy have
you found to amuse yourself?"
"Oh, just going over things with Mildred. I thought we'd
be ready for
a normal life after lounging around here for a couple of weeks.
Could
I interest you in a walk?"
"Hmmm. Why don't we just sit here for a bit? I thought we
might
dispense with the usual activity and catch a nap before a quiet
dinner. Maybe we can wrap things up here and head for London
soon.
I'd like to show you around while we're at --- Daniel's ---flat."
Laura heard his hesitation. The look in his eyes was far away.
She
wanted to take him in her arms and soothe him, but she didn't
want to
intrude. He seemed determined to work his way through the grieving
process alone. Their relationship had finally gotten to the point
of
shared physical intimacy, but they hadn't quite worked out all
the
emotional boundaries.
"Of course, Mr. Steele, London with you sounds wonderful.
Believe it
or not it will be wonderful to have a few slow days without so
many
twists and turns."
They sat silently, Laura wrapped in Remington's arms leaning
her head
back on his chest." I'm sorry that you didn't have more
time with
Daniel."
The silence had grown and when he spoke it was as though his
breathing was labored. "So am I. I had so many questions.
I did have
time with him. If û if only I had known. I should have
suspected it,
should have looked for something. How's that for the great Remington
Steele. Mystery of my life under my nose and I don't have a clue."
"You can't blame yourself. He took great pains to keep it
from you.
Perhaps some things are best left in the past."
""Is that my Laura speaking? Are you so ready to forget
the past?"
"People can change can't they Mr. Steele? As long as your
past
doesn't come to bother us, I don't see why we can't leave it
aloneà.for now."
"That's what I love about you Laura always leaving room
for change."
He kissed the top of her head and held her close, almost desperately
it seemed to Laura, and as though somehow letting her go would
change
something.
"What's say we retire to one of these drafty rooms, your
ladyship?"
"I am at your service your lordship."
"Really? I like the sound of that."
Mildred saw them come quietly into the main foyer toward the
staircase and was about to interrupt. They were both holding
their
heads down in thought, holding hands walking gingerly up the
stairs.
She thought better of it. The plans would keep. They needed time
to
adjust to each other with all the changes of the last few weeks.
Mildred headed to her room to pack. She was about done with the
appointments she could schedule for the Steeles. They could wrap
up
their excursions in Ireland. She was ready for a little relaxation
herself.
It was late morning and Mildred was packing to leave when she
heard a
rap on her door.
"Mr. Steele! How are you boss? Isn't it a little early for
you?"
"Morning, Mildred, I just wanted to take time to thank you
for all
you've done. If it hadn't been for you, I might have missed those
last few moments with Daniel. You're a sly one when you want
to be."
"Oh, boss, he loved you in his own way. It didn't matter
that you
didn't know he was your father, he knew you were his son. I just
helped you find that part of you that remembered you cared for
him,
that's all."
"Well, I don't want to miss the people I care about, anymore.
You're
a dear to me and I appreciate it. I just wanted you to know that."
Oh, thanks, Mr. Steele." Mildred blushed and gave him a
squeeze on
his arm. "Maybe you can convince Mrs. Steele to take some
time here
to relax. It'd be good for you two to have a real honeymoon."
He kissed her on the cheek. "Believe me, Mildred, I'll use
all my
powers of persuasion."
Laura and Remington saw Mildred off to the airport.
"Well, there should be fewer interruptions," Laura
mused. Tony's
calls had ceased and with Mildred gone, they should have some
time to
talk.
Remington broke their silence, "For the first time, I don't
think I
mind Mildred's interruptions."
"That's because she's leaving and we're not kissing,"
Laura quipped.
"That can be easily rectified, Mrs. Steele," he replied
as he took
her in his arms. She was surprised at his unabashed public display
of
affection, but she welcomed his affection. They shared a brief
kiss
then headed to the castle to pack for London.
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